Another day

today has been another day that is forsure. i woke up and didnt really want to get to work today. but i needed the money so i pulled myself out of bed and showered and headed off to work. ive been driving my brothers truck all week and that sucker sucks more gas. i have put 5o dollars into already and it still is under a quearter tank. but anways i get to work and its slow like usual so i read up on my sports find out big papi is a roider now. great how bout we just taint all of baseball. anways because of the slowness i have got a lot of thinking done today. ive been thinkin a lot about faith and how to strengthen it. i just got in to this issue where i got into a wreck and a kid pulled out in front of me and i hit him. well he is telling the insurence company that i waved him forward and then hit the gas and hit him and a witness came out of no where 4 days later to testify that i did do that. so its just been a while mess. who is that retarded to wave someone forward and then hit the gas? i mean honestly. so i might lose this case and if i do my insurence doesnt cover me dilliberatly hitting someone so i would end up having to pay for everything. a rental for 4 weeks and all the damages which just on my car was 7 thousand. so ive been really studying up on faith to really tap into God on this one. it amazes me how faith can change so many things. how it changes your prayers and how it changes your thoughts and how it makes you a better person as you try to impliment it into yourl life and to make it grow. for the longest time i wasnt thinking about it and as i look back i can tell that my faith was horrible. God wants us to trust in him and believe in him. as we live by what he has taught us he will bless us. he will take our hang and lead us if we listen to him but it all comes down to what your priorities are. if you feel like you can live life on your own. i can promise you this you can live life on your own. you have to have God on your side because he is going to be the man that teaches you and leads you down the strait and narrow path. He loves you and wants the best for you just like your father here on earth does! look to him and trust in him

Slavin away to the tune of summer nights

welp here I sit just slaven away at work. it has been a good 7 and a half hours here at work. slowest day of my month at finish point marketing even though most people are gone for the 24th so we should be pretty busy but sense its friday that means slow as molasses! luckly i have the interent and i can check stuff out of i would have slit my wrists by now (just joking not serious) haha my bestest work buddy jordan is gone to bear lake to so im just rollen solo style ha and no im not gay. but i woke up this morn just wondering why i go to work and then i remembered that i am a 23 year old male and i have far to many bills to pay for so i go to a dead end call center job to tell people they cant have there money back haha and to think about what i am going to do with my life. life there is a funny thought. i cant believe all that you have to decide at my age. where your gonna go to school, what you gonna study, what shoud your career be, who should i marry, what should i do on my date tonight, should i kiss her and should i hug her haha then its is she a keeper? haha but i guess you just keep treken and hope that maybe one day all the things work out. you know whats funny is i really feel like everything is gonna work out. the last few days i have really thought about fear and how i have been living in fear so much latley and that isnt the way that God wants us to be! he wants us to leave in faith and not fear. there isnt any point to live in fear it just keeps me from doing the things that i want to do for fear of not having enough money or fear of paying my bills. yes i need to be smart but i also need to understand that life is here to live and to enjoy and that is what my Father in heaven wants and that is what i should do. i guess i will follow nike and Just do it! just keep on keepin on duh