Friday, July 24, 2009

Slavin away to the tune of summer nights

welp here I sit just slaven away at work. it has been a good 7 and a half hours here at work. slowest day of my month at finish point marketing even though most people are gone for the 24th so we should be pretty busy but sense its friday that means slow as molasses! luckly i have the interent and i can check stuff out of i would have slit my wrists by now (just joking not serious) haha my bestest work buddy jordan is gone to bear lake to so im just rollen solo style ha and no im not gay. but i woke up this morn just wondering why i go to work and then i remembered that i am a 23 year old male and i have far to many bills to pay for so i go to a dead end call center job to tell people they cant have there money back haha and to think about what i am going to do with my life. life there is a funny thought. i cant believe all that you have to decide at my age. where your gonna go to school, what you gonna study, what shoud your career be, who should i marry, what should i do on my date tonight, should i kiss her and should i hug her haha then its is she a keeper? haha but i guess you just keep treken and hope that maybe one day all the things work out. you know whats funny is i really feel like everything is gonna work out. the last few days i have really thought about fear and how i have been living in fear so much latley and that isnt the way that God wants us to be! he wants us to leave in faith and not fear. there isnt any point to live in fear it just keeps me from doing the things that i want to do for fear of not having enough money or fear of paying my bills. yes i need to be smart but i also need to understand that life is here to live and to enjoy and that is what my Father in heaven wants and that is what i should do. i guess i will follow nike and Just do it! just keep on keepin on duh

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